MANY changes since the last updates, We will most likely update soon with the changes we have been through.

2 Year Anniversary (Daddy POV)

So our two year was a few months ago.. :)  OK, I am slow to update.  work work work work work. 

To my babygirl.  It has been a WONDERFUL 2 years.  I am happier than I have been in a long time!  You have come a LONG way in 2 years, You have grown, you have learned, and I love you more each day!

I know sometimes work interferes with the time you need and deserve, but it is what it is.  I work a lot. :)  If I were a millionaire I would probably still work at something.  It is who I am, and it makes me the man you love.

I love who you are becoming, and cannot wait to see what the next 2 years will bring.

Love always
Daddy

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2 Year Anniversery! (BabyGirl POV) -Pos Trig Warning-

Dear Sire,

I have started this so many times and there is so much I would like to say. Our two year is in exactly two days, and so much has happened and changed. I guess I want to start by thanking you for giving me life. For you guys who do not know I was planning to.. well... yeah. However it was planned for Saturday because my siblings would have a babysitter and I left on Friday. So, no I am not being dramatic here. I thank you for my life Daddy.

The below is from the day after you picked me up: 

I would like to take a moment and reflect on how much I have changed. Lilly seems about the same though. >.< Still a bitch.A lot has changed and more than anything I have learned a lot about being more open. You have helped me grow so much!

You are such an amazing guy and I don't think you even truly realize this. You are though. I love you with ever inch of my being and probably more. I love how just your kisses can make my headache melt away or a hand on my hip can put me at peace. You are truly amazing like that. Maybe it is just because of how connected we truly are. Even my pills can't seem to put me to sleep if you aren't there to help me.

I may write more but right now I have to pee. =) Below are some pics from the last two years.

Slave Bella

Poll! 5/30-6/13

Spanking Poll! We will be running a spanking poll for the next week! Vote away and let us know what you would like to see Bella spanked with!

We will be filming and posting it after. =)

Signed
Isabella and Master Oak

An update Daddy POV

So it has been forever since I have posted to the blog, and we get a decent number of hits.  But I know, you all come to hear what the hot girl has to say. :)

She has changed a LOT in the last 2 years.  Some of them are very good changes, she is a lot more sexual, she can talk to people now, (for the most part) and she is learning more about herself.  She also has some new desires that I am not very strong in, so it is now a learning experience for me as well.  The teacher becomes the student?

I have been working a LOT, (Hey... that is how you make the big bucks) so I have let a few things go, and need to pick them back up.  I guess I need some time management.  I also need some ME time, which is hard to find from time to time.

As she approaches 21, and I change jobs in the next month or so, things I am sure will change again.  Hopefully it will continue to get better and better, as it has for the last 2 years.

Another Year, Another Chance ((BbyGrl POV))

Well it's another year blog and I guess we need to keep at you. I have learned so much last year! Guess what? We have news! Oh yeah! So read on to find out everything!

Master, You know master right? Sir. Ron....? Lol! Well Master and I have agreed to adopt our first little one. I can't wait to find him or her. I just know the child will be amazing and Master will be a great dad. :)

I have learned I defiantly have a top side. I love making pain! Hmmmm Nothing better than a bright red bottom on your lap and turning it to a pretty shade of purple. I even got to flog very recently!

Well, to keep along with this progression we have had another babygirl for a little while. It is great in some aspects and horrible in some. I guess to be honest, it was the wrong time for something like this. My MPD was flaring and we needed to pay attention to distinct alters. We are her secondary now and I still love her but I am in a way happy that she has her own first now. Selfish but somethings do not work out the way you plan. So what did I learn?

1. That having my own space is needed. ((Like the spot to the right of Daddys work computer.))
2. Speak up when something is going wrong.
3. If my littles say no, NO
4. If it sounds like a duck, looks like a duck, and smalls like a duck, it has to be a duck. 
5. ALONE TIME. Yeah, when you live with master then you get to sleep with him but if he works then you work then you clean, then go to bed, that is NOT alone time. Period.

So what Advice do I have for you? Talk often. Make a journal. Maybe even write letters. But keep at it. Sometimes this needs time. 

I hope you all have a great year! Oh I nearly forgot, My Resolutions for this year?

• Get a mentor
• Learn to flog better
• Play better with a girl
• Work on obedience
•  Adopt

Moving Forward (bbygirl POV)

Well looks like we meet again blog! Daddy says it's time to update. =D 

Yesterday daddy and I officially became Poly... Aka I fucked someone besides him... Yup! You read it right! I have now fucked my 2nd man! So let's go over this story! 

Daddy and I have been looking for someone for me to be a fuck buddy with. Well at some point last week a man (let's say Josh for all purposes in this blog.) messaged daddy and they started talking. After a bit they realized we would be a good match and Daddy had me call him to chat. ((I am the type of person that wants to meet the guy before I fuck him. Silly right?))

Well we all got along and met for dinner. Let's jump forward please. 

We all went back to Daddy's house and daddy stripped me slowly, giving me time to be ok with it. Afterwards he went ahead and warmed me up, basically he beat me and threw me around a couple times. After that we did spanking and in "josh"s case he was shown how. ((Even though I am pretty sure he already knew))

Well some bj's happened and of course some fucking, then we had to stop.

The evening was a test from daddy and a test I gave myself. I wasn't sure if I could do it. And I could. 

Well I am done for now. Ni ni! 

HUGE step forward (Daddy POV)

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Moving up In the World (bbygirl POV)

Hey guys! Its been along time since we posted and I am in the mood so I figured I would go ahead with it! So were to start? Oh!

Ok so Thinking back through the year I think, as it is New Years eve, I should look back on the year that has just passed. Bear with me :)

7 months ago my life started. Before that it was full of rape and abuse and more abuse. It's taken me awhile but I met my daddy and went with him, even though it was so stupid. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret it at all. But for a small 98 pound girl to get in the car with a man she had never met in person and who could clearly over power her... well again its not the smartest thing I have done but it was so worth it. I know true love now. :) 

Our life together has been pretty perfect. :) Alas, a miscarriage, and moving, and working, and just life has gotten in the way but we are amazing together and I am incredibly happy to be able to call him mine. :) I know I am very lucky. 

Then a couple of months ago, we added another babygirl to our group. :) For the purpose of this blog she will be Piper or Sissy. But she is an amazing girl and I am proud to call her my sister. She is the first girl I have played with who matters to me :)  And it was incredibly fun! TeeHee I love this girl to death too! :D 

Well Those are the big things. There are alot of minor things like me losing my virginity (June 10th), My first real Christmas, and Moving to Cincinnati. :D Life has ups and downs you know? So life goes on but these 7 months have been perfect. 

Oh here is a bit of news! Were TTC! yay!

So wish us luck there! :D 

We are also planning our wedding for December 8th, 2012. It should be fun :D Lol Never thought I would wanna have a real wedding but I have decided I do. Wonder how much of my family will be there? Lol

My new years resolutions?

1) See myself how daddy sees me

2) Be the best person I can for daddy

3) Work on being a mommy 

Sooooo I am done for today! Yay! 

<3 Bella <3

Major jump forward for my babygirl - Daddy POV

Last weekend was a MAJOR step forward in my baby girls self confidence.  I could not be prouder.

Every year I go to Gencon.  It is a gaming convention for RPG's, board games, anime, etc.  I run REALLY hard during this 3 days every year, (I never go on Sunday, I am wore out and Sunday becomes recovery day) I only getting like 3-4 hours of sleep a night, and spend all of the rest of the time at the Con.  Tons of people dress in costume for some or all of the days of the con.  I decided HMT would dress up the 3 days we were there.  So I got her some VERY revealing costumes to wear.  This was for her self confidence.  She for some strange reason thinks she is ugly.  I knew Gencon would go a long way to fixing that issue.  So we got 2 sexy costumes for her, and I bought her a pink wig for some level of anonymity.  She didn't know that is why I got the wig, but she will now. :) 

She was VERY nervous driving to the con in her costume, and for probably the first hour we were there.  Then she got better about it as she saw other girls dressed just as provocatively, or more so than she was.  She also noticed TONS of people taking pictures of her as she walked by, some stopping to ask her to pose for a pic for them.  All of the heads turning as she passed... she was aware. 

On Thursday she was in a school girl costume, on Friday she was in a cat suit that was next to no costume at all. :)  On Friday we were walking through the art area, and out of the blue one of the exhibitor girls asked her if she would be interested in being a booth babe for her.  As explanation, a booth babe is a hot girl who works a booth as eye candy to attract customers to the booth.  I thought it was a great idea, so I made her do it for 30 minutes.  To alleviate her anxiety, I stayed within sight of the booth, but out of earshot so she could do her booth babe thing. :) 

On the drive home Friday night (well, Saturday morning) as we were talking about the fun we had that day her talk made me know that she was finally getting it.  I lead her conversation to how hot she was, and she finally admitted that people thought she was hot.  She even posted something on fet asking if she was really hot.  Success!!  I love it when a plan comes together. 

On a non life lesson front, we played several LARP's, and a game called werewolf which is a group game that is very simple, but VERY difficult.  I love it every year, and she did too.  She had a blast with the LARPS, and the booths, and the people, and meeting my friends.  She loved Gencon!  I don't think I will have a problem getting her to go next year!!

Things Worth Sharing (bbygirl pov)

I've been thinking lately and the things i cherish most is the small things my daddy doesn't even think about. But I do. Guess guys don't really think the same way girls do lol. I want to post this as our 2 month anniversary post, telling just a few things that have made my day in the past and makes me fall in love with daddy more and more each day. He knows I am writing this but not what is in it :) Soooo here goes!

I wake in the morning more times than I wish and I watch him sleep. Its so sweet just to watch how he is so quiet but so loud at the same time. Funny how one person can make you feel so good just with a touch or catching a look on there face. He makes me melt.

As I am his sub he could easily make me a 100% full on slave but he knows i am not ready so he will not make me yet. He keeps me as his babygirl and cuddles and loves on me often :) I love being his babygirl and know that one day I will be more and he will still love me.

My daddy :) He comes upstairs just to see me and makes sure he tells me daily that he loves me and I am beautiful. Just his touch can say enough but he doesn't realize that. My worst fear seems to be letting him down. 


Is this love?
Is it not being able to be without him?
Not going a single day without hearing I love you?
This feeling of needing to please?
Is love the touch conveying so many words?
Me and him?

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Collaring - Daddy POV

My baby girl and I had talked about this for some hours.  I decided rather than an actual collar we would get her a necklace to be her collar.  This is so she could wear it 24/7/365 without the vanillas freaking about it.  So when I got to Florida and picked her up, we went shopping for one.  I wanted something kind of small so it is visible at most times.  So we shopped around a little, and found one that works great! 

I had spent a day and a half working on the ceremony.  I emailed it to her before I went down there so she would know what to expect.  She was VERY apprehensive about being naked during the entire thing.  I have no idea why, she is stunning nude.  There was an adult store right there close to the hotel we stayed in, so I went in and picked up some other supplies. 

I had her disrobe and assume the kneeling submissive position.  On my GOD was she beautiful.  I won't post the entire ceremony, but the short of it was there was a spanking involved so she came into the relationship with a clean slate.  All of her past wrongs were wiped clean with that.  The picture after that spanking is posted on fetlife if you are curious. 

She accepted my collar, I put it around her neck.  Now she belongs to me.  My slave, my baby girl, my life. 

Then there was a demonstration of the pleasure and pain I can bring her.  A cheap candle which I don't thing either of us liked very well.  You live and learn.  I went back later to the adult store and got the nice candles we use now. :)  They work much better for both of us. 

I am, without a doubt, the happiest guy on the face of the planet.  I hope I can be all she ever needs.  As she becomes more secure in herself, more confident as a woman, she becomes better behaved as a slave, and more beautiful every day.

Bella being spanked vid

Our first ever video.  They will get better as I learn the editing software. 
I tried to get the vid to upload here, but alas it did not work.  So follow the link to watch  my baby girl get spanked!   Comment and let me know what you want to see next.  I may take requests!

So click the heading of this post to see the vid on spankingtube.

Collaring (BabyGirl POV)

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Major Spanking Day (BabyGirl POV)

Well almost two weeks ago I got my 1342 swat spanking. I had been very stressed that day. A big problem of mine is I dont cry well or easily. And when i do cry I stop myself in the first few tears.  Today it was really really needed so daddy took matters into his own hands I love him to death but its not my favorite thing to do. Now, usually the bamboo hairbrush can light my little but on fire pretty easily. Today however, I can barely even feel it. Poor daddy was trying really really hard too!

Well needless to say 1342 swats in i was done and called out "Petunia" aka my safeword. I know this is short but i was too lost in my spanking to notice much that day.

Bella

Major spanking day - Daddy View

Not sure exactly how this one will look, how do you describe spanking? I know we have some spanking fans checking this so I a apologize if I don't describe it very well. :)

A week or so ago, my baby girl was having a VERY bad day. She had lots of stress and worry on her mind, she needed to cry if possible. Being the decent Daddy I am it is my job to provide. Plus I like it. :)

We have a nice bamboo hair brush that was given to us as a gift. I mentioned this brush in an earlier post, and some of you have seen it. It really stings a lot. I have tested this and several other spanking implements on myself several times, and this brush stings worse than anything I have tried thus far. 

I made my baby girl strip, and put her over my knee.  She fought and squirmed a lot when I grabbed the brush.  "No daddy not with the brush.  I will be good."  she said, which only turns me on more. :) 

 She is very little to me, I held her hands behind her back so she could not interfere with the spankings.  If she gets her little hands hit by the brush, it could hurt her or break something.  I need to protect against that. 

The spankings began about 1/4 strength, which with the brush is pretty hard.  Her little bottom became red within 20 whacks.  I am normally mostly a spot spanker, but this day I knew it would be a while, so I spread the whacks around on her bottom.  the brush covers about 1/2 of her bottom anyway, so spreading the hits around doesn't take much movement, and no break in the pace.  She was feeling the sting bad right from the start.  "Ow that hurts you know"  she said.  I increased the speed and hardness slightly.

She has a bad habit of bringing her legs up to try to block her bottom.  A quick decently hard whack with the brush on her calf quickly stopped that this day.  I made it firm because I didn't want her repeatedly bringing the legs up.  I only had to do that 1 more time during the entire spanking.

She was squirming around a lot.  this was hurting.  At 623 whacks she asked me if I was counting.  I lied and said no.  I was not counting.  I hate to lie, but it was only temporary, and I did not want her distracted by asking what number we were up to.  I would clear it up after.

Her bottom was completely red from the top of her crack to her to her thigh line.  very very red.  She began to whimper.  I increased the strength of the strikes.  I was almost at half strength, with this brush. I hardly hit her more than half strength with my hand, unless she is a complete brat, so I know these were hurting like hell. 

About the time she started to shed some tears she had reached her limit.  She fumbled around for a minute trying to remember her safe word, then used it.  She was done, she was hurting bad.  I stopped the spanking and pulled her close to me.  I held her and kissed her and rubbed her.  Her bottom was on fire.  it was very hot!  and very red.  I had wanted to take some pictures of this spanking but I did not.  Her mental state is more important than photo evidence, and she needed me to be daddy at this time.  I held her for a long time.  After she had calmed down I told her "Congratulations baby girl.  1342 swats with the bamboo brush."  I told her I had been counting the entire time, but did not want her distracted from her release to worry about the number. 

Pushing The Limits (Babygirl Point of Veiw)

I'm not much sure what to say for this one. A few days ago daddy went Sadist mode on me and pushed my limits. My natural masochism played its part well in this little adventure. Im  sure daddy will laugh at my take on all this but I don't care. It's my first few experiences in this world... and personally I wanna get to the next post lol *Wink wink*

The night started out when daddy started pulling my hair and when i looked into his eyes i knew by instinct he was no longer daddy. he was master. It fit me well, I was curious as to what he was like in master mode. I was soon handcuffed and set for the night. My thigh was slapped and I was ordered to keep my legs open (THAT was repeated several times during the night actually.) Because heaven forbid I make anything easy on myself! Sensations take over and I automatically curl up.

Daddy likes to run his hands down my stomach, starting at my neck and leading to my butt.Hmmm marks from that were there all day lol :D I think I officially like marks after our play. Anyhow, Daddy says that he used the candle on me but I was too far into sub space to really notice.Looking at the candle now, it seems like it WAS used... hmmm going to have to tape it next time. I recall some more hair pulling and even some slapping around. (A personal favorite lol)

Daddy likes to cut off my breathing, nothing too bad just till he starts to feel it. but it works for me :D.Soon after he pushes too hard and we had to stop... All in all it was alot of fun.

Love and Hugs
Bella

Pushing the limits Daddy Dom POV

The other night, I was in Sadist mode.  It coincided nicely with my baby girl being in Masochist mode. :)  Time for some master / slave time.  I wasn't Daddy. 

We still have some of a VERY cool candle I bought the night I picked her up to live with me.  It is not overly hot, just hot enough to cause pain, and the melted "wax" is massage oil.  I need to order some more of those.  I love giving massages and I love touching female skin.  She loves the pain and the pleasure of it all. 

We lay backwards on the bed, I handcuff her and hold her handcuffed hands above her head by the chain on her pretty pink padded handcuffs with one hand.  The other hand, and my mouth are free to do damage.

I grab her hair and jerk her head around to show her my mindset, and to make sure she is in the right one.  I run my fingernails down from the top of her neck down between her breasts... down her beautiful flat stomach, down to her pubic bone.  Her legs are together.  A solid swat on her thigh opens them with an ow from her.  "Keep them apart or they get harder.  She whimpers and tries to keep them open.  I run my nails down both sides of her beautiful pussy.  The pain is wonderful to her, and to me.  My scratches are hard enough to leave marks that last for a few hours.  So now she is stunningly beautiful, tiny, whimpering, horny, and marked. :) 

I grab the candle that was lit 10 minutes earlier.  Normally I start the candle somewhere less intense.  maybe the nipples, maybe her stomach.  This time however I went for the big burn right from the start.  The wax falls squarely on her clit, and the massage oil drips hotly down the outside of her lips.  She writhes in pain.  Then she says "Ow Daddy that is hotter than normal."  Being the super good Master that I am I drip some on myself.  No, not much hotter than normal, if any at all.  She is just overly tuned in to her nerve endings tonight.  Good!

I grab her hair again and pull.  This always instantly puts her right back in slave mode.  It hurts her a lot, but she likes it, and it works EVERY time.  I use the pressure points behind her ear.  I LOVE pressure points.  I need to introduce her to more of them soon.  I generally just use that one because it irritates her. :)  Hey.. sadist mode.  remember? :)

I drop some candle wax on her stomach, up her chest.  I can't speak highly enough about this candle.  It pours nicely. :)  Need to remember to order more.  Perhaps I can get some online.  she writhes in pain and pleasure.  I bite the side of her breast.  She calls me a teaser for not biting the nipple. :)  teaser?  sadist!  I bite the side of the other breast.

She is so small I can easily cover her mouth and nose with one hand.  I hold my own breath at the same time I take hers from her.  I am in very good shape and have good lung capacity, so I know that when I start to feel it a little, she is probably suffering.  I can release.  A few times of this.  she is nicely submissive.  One day I may hold her until I start to feel the need for a breath.  She would I am sure be wiggling around and frightened.  She isn't ready for that yet.  One day. :) 

I release my hold on her mouth and nose, and smack her across the face.  harder.  harder.  man.  she LOVES that, and loves it hard.  good!  I become rock hard.  SADIST!  :)  I smack her breasts.  ouch!  good!  I smack her face quite hard.  ouch!  good!! 

Soon after this I push her too far.  It happens.  She SHOULD have been ready for that, but she is not apparently.  I roll over in bed away from her for 30 seconds.  she thinks I am mad at her.  I am switching modes.  I become daddy again and roll over to comfort her and cuddle.  I explain to her why I rolled over and she is OK with it.  she is crying a little, but soon she is fine.