An update Daddy POV

So it has been forever since I have posted to the blog, and we get a decent number of hits.  But I know, you all come to hear what the hot girl has to say. :)

She has changed a LOT in the last 2 years.  Some of them are very good changes, she is a lot more sexual, she can talk to people now, (for the most part) and she is learning more about herself.  She also has some new desires that I am not very strong in, so it is now a learning experience for me as well.  The teacher becomes the student?

I have been working a LOT, (Hey... that is how you make the big bucks) so I have let a few things go, and need to pick them back up.  I guess I need some time management.  I also need some ME time, which is hard to find from time to time.

As she approaches 21, and I change jobs in the next month or so, things I am sure will change again.  Hopefully it will continue to get better and better, as it has for the last 2 years.

Another Year, Another Chance ((BbyGrl POV))

Well it's another year blog and I guess we need to keep at you. I have learned so much last year! Guess what? We have news! Oh yeah! So read on to find out everything!

Master, You know master right? Sir. Ron....? Lol! Well Master and I have agreed to adopt our first little one. I can't wait to find him or her. I just know the child will be amazing and Master will be a great dad. :)

I have learned I defiantly have a top side. I love making pain! Hmmmm Nothing better than a bright red bottom on your lap and turning it to a pretty shade of purple. I even got to flog very recently!

Well, to keep along with this progression we have had another babygirl for a little while. It is great in some aspects and horrible in some. I guess to be honest, it was the wrong time for something like this. My MPD was flaring and we needed to pay attention to distinct alters. We are her secondary now and I still love her but I am in a way happy that she has her own first now. Selfish but somethings do not work out the way you plan. So what did I learn?

1. That having my own space is needed. ((Like the spot to the right of Daddys work computer.))
2. Speak up when something is going wrong.
3. If my littles say no, NO
4. If it sounds like a duck, looks like a duck, and smalls like a duck, it has to be a duck. 
5. ALONE TIME. Yeah, when you live with master then you get to sleep with him but if he works then you work then you clean, then go to bed, that is NOT alone time. Period.

So what Advice do I have for you? Talk often. Make a journal. Maybe even write letters. But keep at it. Sometimes this needs time. 

I hope you all have a great year! Oh I nearly forgot, My Resolutions for this year?

• Get a mentor
• Learn to flog better
• Play better with a girl
• Work on obedience
•  Adopt

Moving Forward (bbygirl POV)

Well looks like we meet again blog! Daddy says it's time to update. =D 

Yesterday daddy and I officially became Poly... Aka I fucked someone besides him... Yup! You read it right! I have now fucked my 2nd man! So let's go over this story! 

Daddy and I have been looking for someone for me to be a fuck buddy with. Well at some point last week a man (let's say Josh for all purposes in this blog.) messaged daddy and they started talking. After a bit they realized we would be a good match and Daddy had me call him to chat. ((I am the type of person that wants to meet the guy before I fuck him. Silly right?))

Well we all got along and met for dinner. Let's jump forward please. 

We all went back to Daddy's house and daddy stripped me slowly, giving me time to be ok with it. Afterwards he went ahead and warmed me up, basically he beat me and threw me around a couple times. After that we did spanking and in "josh"s case he was shown how. ((Even though I am pretty sure he already knew))

Well some bj's happened and of course some fucking, then we had to stop.

The evening was a test from daddy and a test I gave myself. I wasn't sure if I could do it. And I could. 

Well I am done for now. Ni ni! 

HUGE step forward (Daddy POV)

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Moving up In the World (bbygirl POV)

Hey guys! Its been along time since we posted and I am in the mood so I figured I would go ahead with it! So were to start? Oh!

Ok so Thinking back through the year I think, as it is New Years eve, I should look back on the year that has just passed. Bear with me :)

7 months ago my life started. Before that it was full of rape and abuse and more abuse. It's taken me awhile but I met my daddy and went with him, even though it was so stupid. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret it at all. But for a small 98 pound girl to get in the car with a man she had never met in person and who could clearly over power her... well again its not the smartest thing I have done but it was so worth it. I know true love now. :) 

Our life together has been pretty perfect. :) Alas, a miscarriage, and moving, and working, and just life has gotten in the way but we are amazing together and I am incredibly happy to be able to call him mine. :) I know I am very lucky. 

Then a couple of months ago, we added another babygirl to our group. :) For the purpose of this blog she will be Piper or Sissy. But she is an amazing girl and I am proud to call her my sister. She is the first girl I have played with who matters to me :)  And it was incredibly fun! TeeHee I love this girl to death too! :D 

Well Those are the big things. There are alot of minor things like me losing my virginity (June 10th), My first real Christmas, and Moving to Cincinnati. :D Life has ups and downs you know? So life goes on but these 7 months have been perfect. 

Oh here is a bit of news! Were TTC! yay!

So wish us luck there! :D 

We are also planning our wedding for December 8th, 2012. It should be fun :D Lol Never thought I would wanna have a real wedding but I have decided I do. Wonder how much of my family will be there? Lol

My new years resolutions?

1) See myself how daddy sees me

2) Be the best person I can for daddy

3) Work on being a mommy 

Sooooo I am done for today! Yay! 

<3 Bella <3

Major jump forward for my babygirl - Daddy POV

Last weekend was a MAJOR step forward in my baby girls self confidence.  I could not be prouder.

Every year I go to Gencon.  It is a gaming convention for RPG's, board games, anime, etc.  I run REALLY hard during this 3 days every year, (I never go on Sunday, I am wore out and Sunday becomes recovery day) I only getting like 3-4 hours of sleep a night, and spend all of the rest of the time at the Con.  Tons of people dress in costume for some or all of the days of the con.  I decided HMT would dress up the 3 days we were there.  So I got her some VERY revealing costumes to wear.  This was for her self confidence.  She for some strange reason thinks she is ugly.  I knew Gencon would go a long way to fixing that issue.  So we got 2 sexy costumes for her, and I bought her a pink wig for some level of anonymity.  She didn't know that is why I got the wig, but she will now. :) 

She was VERY nervous driving to the con in her costume, and for probably the first hour we were there.  Then she got better about it as she saw other girls dressed just as provocatively, or more so than she was.  She also noticed TONS of people taking pictures of her as she walked by, some stopping to ask her to pose for a pic for them.  All of the heads turning as she passed... she was aware. 

On Thursday she was in a school girl costume, on Friday she was in a cat suit that was next to no costume at all. :)  On Friday we were walking through the art area, and out of the blue one of the exhibitor girls asked her if she would be interested in being a booth babe for her.  As explanation, a booth babe is a hot girl who works a booth as eye candy to attract customers to the booth.  I thought it was a great idea, so I made her do it for 30 minutes.  To alleviate her anxiety, I stayed within sight of the booth, but out of earshot so she could do her booth babe thing. :) 

On the drive home Friday night (well, Saturday morning) as we were talking about the fun we had that day her talk made me know that she was finally getting it.  I lead her conversation to how hot she was, and she finally admitted that people thought she was hot.  She even posted something on fet asking if she was really hot.  Success!!  I love it when a plan comes together. 

On a non life lesson front, we played several LARP's, and a game called werewolf which is a group game that is very simple, but VERY difficult.  I love it every year, and she did too.  She had a blast with the LARPS, and the booths, and the people, and meeting my friends.  She loved Gencon!  I don't think I will have a problem getting her to go next year!!

Things Worth Sharing (bbygirl pov)

I've been thinking lately and the things i cherish most is the small things my daddy doesn't even think about. But I do. Guess guys don't really think the same way girls do lol. I want to post this as our 2 month anniversary post, telling just a few things that have made my day in the past and makes me fall in love with daddy more and more each day. He knows I am writing this but not what is in it :) Soooo here goes!

I wake in the morning more times than I wish and I watch him sleep. Its so sweet just to watch how he is so quiet but so loud at the same time. Funny how one person can make you feel so good just with a touch or catching a look on there face. He makes me melt.

As I am his sub he could easily make me a 100% full on slave but he knows i am not ready so he will not make me yet. He keeps me as his babygirl and cuddles and loves on me often :) I love being his babygirl and know that one day I will be more and he will still love me.

My daddy :) He comes upstairs just to see me and makes sure he tells me daily that he loves me and I am beautiful. Just his touch can say enough but he doesn't realize that. My worst fear seems to be letting him down. 


Is this love?
Is it not being able to be without him?
Not going a single day without hearing I love you?
This feeling of needing to please?
Is love the touch conveying so many words?
Me and him?