Last weekend was a MAJOR step forward in my baby girls self confidence. I could not be prouder.
Every year I go to Gencon. It is a gaming convention for RPG's, board games, anime, etc. I run REALLY hard during this 3 days every year, (I never go on Sunday, I am wore out and Sunday becomes recovery day) I only getting like 3-4 hours of sleep a night, and spend all of the rest of the time at the Con. Tons of people dress in costume for some or all of the days of the con. I decided HMT would dress up the 3 days we were there. So I got her some VERY revealing costumes to wear. This was for her self confidence. She for some strange reason thinks she is ugly. I knew Gencon would go a long way to fixing that issue. So we got 2 sexy costumes for her, and I bought her a pink wig for some level of anonymity. She didn't know that is why I got the wig, but she will now. :)
She was VERY nervous driving to the con in her costume, and for probably the first hour we were there. Then she got better about it as she saw other girls dressed just as provocatively, or more so than she was. She also noticed TONS of people taking pictures of her as she walked by, some stopping to ask her to pose for a pic for them. All of the heads turning as she passed... she was aware.
On Thursday she was in a school girl costume, on Friday she was in a cat suit that was next to no costume at all. :) On Friday we were walking through the art area, and out of the blue one of the exhibitor girls asked her if she would be interested in being a booth babe for her. As explanation, a booth babe is a hot girl who works a booth as eye candy to attract customers to the booth. I thought it was a great idea, so I made her do it for 30 minutes. To alleviate her anxiety, I stayed within sight of the booth, but out of earshot so she could do her booth babe thing. :)
On the drive home Friday night (well, Saturday morning) as we were talking about the fun we had that day her talk made me know that she was finally getting it. I lead her conversation to how hot she was, and she finally admitted that people thought she was hot. She even posted something on fet asking if she was really hot. Success!! I love it when a plan comes together.
On a non life lesson front, we played several LARP's, and a game called werewolf which is a group game that is very simple, but VERY difficult. I love it every year, and she did too. She had a blast with the LARPS, and the booths, and the people, and meeting my friends. She loved Gencon! I don't think I will have a problem getting her to go next year!!
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Things Worth Sharing (bbygirl pov)
I've been thinking lately and the things i cherish most is the small things my daddy doesn't even think about. But I do. Guess guys don't really think the same way girls do lol. I want to post this as our 2 month anniversary post, telling just a few things that have made my day in the past and makes me fall in love with daddy more and more each day. He knows I am writing this but not what is in it :) Soooo here goes!
I wake in the morning more times than I wish and I watch him sleep. Its so sweet just to watch how he is so quiet but so loud at the same time. Funny how one person can make you feel so good just with a touch or catching a look on there face. He makes me melt.
As I am his sub he could easily make me a 100% full on slave but he knows i am not ready so he will not make me yet. He keeps me as his babygirl and cuddles and loves on me often :) I love being his babygirl and know that one day I will be more and he will still love me.
My daddy :) He comes upstairs just to see me and makes sure he tells me daily that he loves me and I am beautiful. Just his touch can say enough but he doesn't realize that. My worst fear seems to be letting him down.
Is this love?
Is it not being able to be without him?
Not going a single day without hearing I love you?
This feeling of needing to please?
Is love the touch conveying so many words?
Me and him?
I wake in the morning more times than I wish and I watch him sleep. Its so sweet just to watch how he is so quiet but so loud at the same time. Funny how one person can make you feel so good just with a touch or catching a look on there face. He makes me melt.
As I am his sub he could easily make me a 100% full on slave but he knows i am not ready so he will not make me yet. He keeps me as his babygirl and cuddles and loves on me often :) I love being his babygirl and know that one day I will be more and he will still love me.
My daddy :) He comes upstairs just to see me and makes sure he tells me daily that he loves me and I am beautiful. Just his touch can say enough but he doesn't realize that. My worst fear seems to be letting him down.
Is this love?
Is it not being able to be without him?
Not going a single day without hearing I love you?
This feeling of needing to please?
Is love the touch conveying so many words?
Me and him?
Monday, July 18, 2011
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Collaring - Daddy POV
My baby girl and I had talked about this for some hours. I decided rather than an actual collar we would get her a necklace to be her collar. This is so she could wear it 24/7/365 without the vanillas freaking about it. So when I got to Florida and picked her up, we went shopping for one. I wanted something kind of small so it is visible at most times. So we shopped around a little, and found one that works great!
I had spent a day and a half working on the ceremony. I emailed it to her before I went down there so she would know what to expect. She was VERY apprehensive about being naked during the entire thing. I have no idea why, she is stunning nude. There was an adult store right there close to the hotel we stayed in, so I went in and picked up some other supplies.
I had her disrobe and assume the kneeling submissive position. On my GOD was she beautiful. I won't post the entire ceremony, but the short of it was there was a spanking involved so she came into the relationship with a clean slate. All of her past wrongs were wiped clean with that. The picture after that spanking is posted on fetlife if you are curious.
She accepted my collar, I put it around her neck. Now she belongs to me. My slave, my baby girl, my life.
Then there was a demonstration of the pleasure and pain I can bring her. A cheap candle which I don't thing either of us liked very well. You live and learn. I went back later to the adult store and got the nice candles we use now. :) They work much better for both of us.
I am, without a doubt, the happiest guy on the face of the planet. I hope I can be all she ever needs. As she becomes more secure in herself, more confident as a woman, she becomes better behaved as a slave, and more beautiful every day.
I had spent a day and a half working on the ceremony. I emailed it to her before I went down there so she would know what to expect. She was VERY apprehensive about being naked during the entire thing. I have no idea why, she is stunning nude. There was an adult store right there close to the hotel we stayed in, so I went in and picked up some other supplies.
I had her disrobe and assume the kneeling submissive position. On my GOD was she beautiful. I won't post the entire ceremony, but the short of it was there was a spanking involved so she came into the relationship with a clean slate. All of her past wrongs were wiped clean with that. The picture after that spanking is posted on fetlife if you are curious.
She accepted my collar, I put it around her neck. Now she belongs to me. My slave, my baby girl, my life.
Then there was a demonstration of the pleasure and pain I can bring her. A cheap candle which I don't thing either of us liked very well. You live and learn. I went back later to the adult store and got the nice candles we use now. :) They work much better for both of us.
I am, without a doubt, the happiest guy on the face of the planet. I hope I can be all she ever needs. As she becomes more secure in herself, more confident as a woman, she becomes better behaved as a slave, and more beautiful every day.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Bella being spanked vid
Our first ever video. They will get better as I learn the editing software.
I tried to get the vid to upload here, but alas it did not work. So follow the link to watch my baby girl get spanked! Comment and let me know what you want to see next. I may take requests!
So click the heading of this post to see the vid on spankingtube.
I tried to get the vid to upload here, but alas it did not work. So follow the link to watch my baby girl get spanked! Comment and let me know what you want to see next. I may take requests!
So click the heading of this post to see the vid on spankingtube.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Major Spanking Day (BabyGirl POV)
Well almost two weeks ago I got my 1342 swat spanking. I had been very stressed that day. A big problem of mine is I dont cry well or easily. And when i do cry I stop myself in the first few tears. Today it was really really needed so daddy took matters into his own hands I love him to death but its not my favorite thing to do. Now, usually the bamboo hairbrush can light my little but on fire pretty easily. Today however, I can barely even feel it. Poor daddy was trying really really hard too!
Well needless to say 1342 swats in i was done and called out "Petunia" aka my safeword. I know this is short but i was too lost in my spanking to notice much that day.
Bella
Well needless to say 1342 swats in i was done and called out "Petunia" aka my safeword. I know this is short but i was too lost in my spanking to notice much that day.
Bella
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